So university has decided that we can drop courses by March 10th and not receive a grade for them if we failed or did pretty bad. And we could take these courses again without getting affected at all. The deadline for this was March 10th.

The profs were supposed to let us know what we got in each course... by March 10th. That was ANOTHER deadline that was made by the university.

It's 1:44 AM March 11th. I still don't have marks for two of my courses, and for the other two I have D+.

If I get a below C+ average, I get kicked out of Schulich.

I was going to make my decision based on my other two classes.

Fuck Schulich.

They expect us to be on top of things when they clearly are not. How am I supposed to go to hypocritical school and pretend like I'm getting an Ivey league education?

This is why I don't take school seriously.

Once again, fuck Schulich. It has gone too far.

I am very confused with what's going on with the Canadian government... coalition... what's going on?!?!?! I feel so out of the loop and ignorant. I just don't understand it. Explain?

And this is why I love SIMS!!!
I CAN'T WAIT TILL FUCKIN FEBRUARY!!!
I'M SUCH A NERD BWAHAHAHA

So, I came home 2 days ago? It's been nice. Argh. I wish my family lived in Toronto. I'd go to their house when I miss them, and then go to res when I want alone time and party.... GAH! I'm already bored sort of.

You know, I had a study plan for this strike business. I would start doing work as soon as I got here. But then my sister wanted to buy this Xbox game called Lips oooor Sing It or something. She's taking vocal lessons so she's very gung ho about this karaoke business. But I thought that if we bought Rockband, she can sing and play guitar and drums and yeah it'd be more fun! Somehow she ended up wanting it... and WE GOT IT! Well, the second one. Parents said that if we're spending money, we might as well buy the second one cuz it's better and WIRELESS!

Since we got it (yesterday... 4?) my sister and I have been going kind of crazy on it lol. We alternate everything and are doing the tour thing. Our band is called "The Sisters"... cuz we're that cool lol. I've played it so muuuuch. Even though I play guitar though, I gave up on trying to play in the hard mode for guitar. Drums on the other hand... IM FUCKIN AWESOME!!! Well I can play drums too but I'm at the "hard" level now... it's ridiculous. I think I have a thing for drums too. I will definitely get myself a set once I'm livin the life on my own lol. Well rockband is pretty much like a drumset. It resembles it so much actually. That's why I enjoy playing the drums for rockband more than guitar... cuz it's more realistic.

SO! Now I'm going to go do some work lol. ACTUALLY! Have to write a paragraph or two for OB project, and the intro for accounting... hmmm we'll see how much I shall get done.

I LOVE ROCKBAND! lol

EDIT: I love seeing my 10 year old girly girl sister trying to sing AFI and Pearl Jam :D ahahahahhahahha
EDIT #2: Wow... I really can't form sentences eh?... DAMN YOU STRIKE!

Her songs make me really really happy.
I wish Jason Mraz and her came to Toronto again and I didn't miss them this time :(

Check this video out

http://www.bordersmedia.com/features/video/michaelson.asp

Find the familiar face!!! lol

That's not the reason I like her though... ahahaha
It just makes me feel... giddy giddy giddy

You know... I haven't done an update in so long... but man today was weird.

All day I felt weirdly depressed.
I felt hopeless.
Like a failure.
Like everything was out of my hands.
It's weird since I am very very... happy!

Then I went to work.
I wasn't looking forward to it cuz I always get rejected and never get donations... causing more depression...

I raised about $350 alone tonight from alumni towards scholarships...
WHAT?!?!!
I had my first pledges.
Before I didn't get aaaaaaany money
I even got pulled aside to "work on some things"
Yes, I was that bad.
Today... I KICKED EVERYONE'S ASS!!!
And the government doubles that amount. So at the end of the day, I just raised half of a kid's entrance scholarship

WHAT!!! WHAT!!!

I feel great. I'm not doing DECA Queen's. Partner can't do it... and I don't want to do it alone. Plus, it's $120 and I'm broke lol. I think I'm going to go home very very soon. I kinda wanna stay till Thursday to get in extra shifts at work and whatnot. But I miss the family and Windsor people too. I hope the strike does not last long though. Three weeks will be perfect I guess.

GAH! I have so much school work to do. I am not going to go out. Foooor sure. Well maybe to UofT for a coffee date but that doesn't count. I miss my Micah and Julia. Well I jut saw you Julia... I still miss you ;) ahahah

I'm going to the optometrist tomorrow. I might be getting glasses... or colored contacts? We shall see... or nothing! Hopefully my eyes aren't that bad. I've just been squinting a lot, and been getting headaches. I don't know.

Wow it feels nice to update. I guess I was just waiting for something interesting to happen lol.

I've finally finished a lifelong goal.
I WATCHED ALL TEN SEASONS OF FRIENDS.
Which I think is crazy.
It's like... the end of an era.

My life might seem kinda sad right now, but those... really long hours spent watching a computer screen and playing games or MSN on the side have paid off. That show was great. How can you write such a storyline that would go on for TEN seasons... HOW?!?!?!?

Now... I'm going to start The Office... lol

I was bored and I had my friend's guitar that didn't buzz... ENJOY!

Here's how it works:
1. Go to www.photobucket.com (don't sign in)
2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box
3. Use only the first page
4. Copy the html and paste for the answer.



1. What's your first name?



2. What is your relationship status?



3.What is your favorite color?



4.What makes you happiest?




5.What band/group/song are you listening to right now?



6.What is your favorite movie?



7.Favorite drink?



8.What do you want to do when you grow up?



9.What do you love most in life?



10.What is your favorite TV show?



11. Favorite sport?



12. Bar Drink of choice?



13. Dream car?



14. Name of the company you work for?



15. Favorite food?



16. Where would you like to be right now?



17. What would you like to be doing ?

Part 1



Part 2



Maybe the guitar playing wasn't that good... lol

nstructions: Open up your iTunes and fill out this survey, no matter how embarrassing the responses might be.

How many songs total: 2720
How many hours or days of music: 7.7 days
Most recently played: Love's Almighty - Telepopmusic
Most played: I Want You - Common
Most recently added: IT DOESNT SAY! Pretty sure it was Stupid Things - Britney Spears

Sort by song title:
First Song: Absolute Beginners - David Bowie
Last Song: 99 Red Balloons - Nena

Sort by time:
Shortest Song: Interlude - Alicia Keys (0:19)
Longest Song: Eskimo - Damien Rice (15:57)

Sort by album:
First album: Absolute Garbage - Garbage
Last album: 99 Luftballoons - Nena

First song that comes up on Shuffle: 19-200 - Gorillaz

Search the following and state how many songs come up:
Death: 34
Life: 26
Love: 148
Hate: 12
You: 312
Sex: 25

I usually don't post resolutions but it just feels right at the moment for some reason so here it goes.

1. Travel
- NYC in two weeks :D
- Turkey in the Summer
- Project California
2. Get in an actual relationship and actually call the next day... stop being a "pussy" basically.
3. Kiss one of them.
4. Play guitar as much as I used to in grade 11... Three hours a day? Look into performing at local jazz bars.
5. Either move into an an apartment for second year, or stay in residence.
6. (This is going to sound mean but) Don't ever move in with parents anymore. On my own from now. They hate this but they have to understand, I want independence and I just can't let them take that away from me now that I've had a bit of it.
7. Quit smoking, or at least have once a day or something. (This is only a "resolution" because it's what EVERYONE wants me to do)
8. Exercise! Exercise! Exercise!
9. Find and internship for the summer of third year... preferably somewhere in the US.
10. When I go to Turkey, BE DAMN SOCIAL! Although I am in English... I'm too shy in Turkish AND I MAKE MYSELF MAD FOR THAT wtf... lol
11. Club... like... an animal...
12. DANCE
13. Eat less gyros and shwarmas... damn you residence food.
14. PROJECT CALIFORNIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
15. Project Ottawa will be done on Jan. 25th... I think if it all goes well. Excited!
16. Learn to sing and play guitar at the same time. It's so damn hard.
17. Get good grades... actually do some work this time and not procrastinate.

I think that's it for now. Peace out!

Wow... Windsor sucks...

I wanna go back already. Wanted to go back since the day I got here.

The end.

I'm afraid to actually come home tomorrow.
I've changed so much, honestly.
I like my lifestyle now, and it's going to be just weird going back, because its SO different.
I kinda wish we had school all year round just so that the normal cycle continues.

I'm scared.

Exams are hard... but what's harder to do is to sit down and actually study for them. The content is not that hard but its just remembering them and GAH!!!

I just realized that when I go home, I have to quit smoking 5-6 cigarettes a day to none-1 (at night... away from the rents lol). That is going to be interesting. If I don't get a cigarette when I want one, I get fuckin angry... Anyways.

Favourite time to smoke: At night... you can see the red tobacco just lighting away and you inhale. It's so quiet, you can hear the paper burning in silence... mmm its the only luxury I have.

Sorry this was random...

Well... I just used to do it occasionally when I'm intoxicated. But now, I'm addicted. There's just too much happening right now. I don't think it's a big deal really. It's unhealthy but it feels good. And I only go through 2-3 of them a whole day. Everything causes cancer (even water), this is just another fact of life, that helps university students in a way.

Hey guys can you guys do this survey for my business plan thingy??? It would be awesome!!!

http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=C9M0Yx0rfgZHb_2f7kTcoWUA_3d_3d

And I'm coming home this weekend so I better see you guys!!!

So I discovered a pet peeve today.

I'm in the library trying to do my reading and OH! Fucking two people are talking about some ridiculous movies and such. And mind you, I'm in the DAMN QUIET ZONE!!!

People don't know the definition of quiet. DAMN THEM!!!

I need a cigarette.

If I can survive today, I can survive anyday.

In half an hour I have my Latin and Caribbean Popular Music mid-term and right after, doing the Economics mid-term.

After, SCHULICH PUB NIGHT!!! Everyone's dressing up so slutty... including me ahahhaa.

A police officer... that's right ;) I get to... uh... "punish" people lol.

Now, it'd be awesome if Steph called about now. Wonder when she's coming back from Glendon. I love taking people's weed-ginities. :D

Updates will come, no worries.

I have class in less than 4 hours.
What am I doing? Just sitting here waiting for a friend to leave. It'd be a lot easier if she just stayed over and I didn't have to worry about her... le sigh.

I'm fucked.